Why I've Been Missing In Action

First of all, I want you all to know that I believe this quote to be true. I try so hard to make sure that each day I find things to be thankful for. Things that are good. Things that are beautiful and things that are blessings. Life has been really hard lately, and I haven't been able to blog. I have a few vlogs also from christmas time even. Things went down hill after that. I got pneumonia. Then I went into a huge flare. Then I was hit by lightening... in the form of a rare disease called Trigeminal Neuralgia. Life has been very difficult. They call it the suicide disease for a reason. I truly felt that so much of life had been taken from me when I had the injection in my back that went wrong and i got severe nerve damage etc and then developed the fibromyalgia. Then the 'TN' happened and I realized that I had no idea what I really had. I still had hope before the TN. Now I'm trying to figure out what my purpose is now. I know that I'm supposed to raise my beautiful children. Now I just have to figure out how. I know I will figure it out :) For now that is good enough. I am going to try and go back and upload the vlogs from Christmas. They are a true , honest view of what Fibromyalgia does to a person. I wish I had videos of what I was like before the fibro hit. Basically last night my hubby told me that he misses me. He misses the energetic, hyper, fun and happy girl. I'm not that girl anymore. I'm a tired in pain woman who desperately is trying to find a reason for life. But my family will always be the good in every day . ALWAYS. So there is always something to keep living for. Love, JL~

 The good in every day for me. My gorgeous helpful, kind, loving children. How blessed I am. What is the good in your day ????? tweet me : @fibrojl